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Seeking and Straying

from Cerberus by Suburban Decay

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Coming closer to reaching the open air
Rending my skin to get out of these thorns
It’s never-ending: the torment, the rage inside
Keep pushing forward knowing if I stop, I’ll drown

And I know that I’m unwanted
Know that I’m alone
A beast that God unleashed upon you all

I’m going all the way for myself today
Even though the pain I cause won’t make up for all I’ve lost
I will command respect, be free of my distress
Since I can’t be good I’m gonna be the best

As far back as I remember I’ve been told
That I’m a monster, misshapen and deformed
I can’t deny it; I was never meant to lead
A normal life, so now you’ll all feel what I feel

And it’s true that I’m unwanted
True that I’m a dog
A beast that God unleashed upon you all

And I think about the moment when I overcame my foe
And I can’t get past how he ruined it all
I’ve worked every day to earn myself a place
While he fought to avoid his responsibilities
And now he’ll never know I have my reasons for doing this

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from Cerberus, released December 31, 2021

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Suburban Decay Washington, D.C.

Inspired by 80s hardcore and 90s punk, Suburban Decay was born from the ashes of the middle class with a gaze toward both the past and future. With an introspective side and a thing for classic literature, the band strives to create fun punk songs while confronting individual and societal demons. ... more

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